There have been so many problems that I have not found a perfect solution for all. In fact, there is no such thing as a panacea for everything. I just need to untie each knot, destroy the problem cells and whoops, I'm free.
For some reasons I am typing in English, my second language. And yet, I feel like I am hiding from somebody that might know my mother language and that they might find out about the cruel side of my personality.
I type and type and type, pressing the delete button for many times. I cannot decode myself nor anybody could. And they don't understand. Not that I require somebody to understand me. I just need some times for myself to recover from all the stress that I have. Nobody gives me time.
Is it sad if one day you just coldly say to your best friend “sorry i can't fill in what you need anymore”. It just breaks my heart whenever I think about opening my mouth and say that to my best friend. Honestly, I don't know if I should even call her my best friend anymore. Totally hopeless. Again, no explanation can describe my thoughts and feelings. NONE.
Maybe I am just selfish. I need people to pay attention to me at least the same amount that I spend for them. Simply when I don't get enough, I will just try to rescue myself. Or runaway as you might say.
I used to play this role of being a big girl who could take care of everyone. EVERY single ONE. One day I got really tired of it. I worn my self down for years without realizing it.
just keep things to myself for now. I have just lost my mood of sharing!
Friday, May 30, 2008
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
College
lai la college stuff. Minh met moi qua roi. Bay h nghi ma ve Vietnam bat dau lai cung so.
Chi kho than bo me minh, lo lang kiem tien de minh di hoc ma cuoi cung ko dat duoc ket qua gi cung buon. Ma sao minh di Tay lan dan the. Cai gi cung kho khan trac tro. Nhieu dua no cu veo mot cai la xong.
Sap thi AP nua chu. Hoc hanh chang ra dau vao dau ca. Neu lan nay ma ko duoc 5/5 coi nhu mat toi $82. Khong vao dai hoc nua la mat toi mot cai oto [ bay h cu phai tinh toan ra vat chat may ra moi so ma co gang len duoc. Nan?? ]
Anh De hua mua tang mot cai ipod 60GB. Them qua
nhung lao y trao giai va chi duoc nhan khi da vao duoc dai hoc.. huhu con co 2 thang nua la ve VN roi. Chua xong cai gi ca. May cai plan cua minh cho sot rac het!!!!!
Chi kho than bo me minh, lo lang kiem tien de minh di hoc ma cuoi cung ko dat duoc ket qua gi cung buon. Ma sao minh di Tay lan dan the. Cai gi cung kho khan trac tro. Nhieu dua no cu veo mot cai la xong.
Sap thi AP nua chu. Hoc hanh chang ra dau vao dau ca. Neu lan nay ma ko duoc 5/5 coi nhu mat toi $82. Khong vao dai hoc nua la mat toi mot cai oto [ bay h cu phai tinh toan ra vat chat may ra moi so ma co gang len duoc. Nan?? ]
Anh De hua mua tang mot cai ipod 60GB. Them qua
nhung lao y trao giai va chi duoc nhan khi da vao duoc dai hoc.. huhu con co 2 thang nua la ve VN roi. Chua xong cai gi ca. May cai plan cua minh cho sot rac het!!!!! College
lai la college stuff. Minh met moi qua roi. Bay h nghi ma ve Vietnam bat dau lai cung so.
Chi kho than bo me minh, lo lang kiem tien de minh di hoc ma cuoi cung ko dat duoc ket qua gi cung buon. Ma sao minh di Tay lan dan the. Cai gi cung kho khan trac tro. Nhieu dua no cu veo mot cai la xong.
Sap thi AP nua chu. Hoc hanh chang ra dau vao dau ca. Neu lan nay ma ko duoc 5/5 coi nhu mat toi $82. Khong vao dai hoc nua la mat toi mot cai oto [ bay h cu phai tinh toan ra vat chat may ra moi so ma co gang len duoc. Nan?? ]
Anh De hua mua tang mot cai ipod 60GB. Them qua nhung lao y trao giai va chi duoc nhan khi da vao duoc dai hoc.. huhu con co 2 thang nua la ve VN roi. Chua xong cai gi ca. May cai plan cua minh cho sot rac het!!!!!
Chi kho than bo me minh, lo lang kiem tien de minh di hoc ma cuoi cung ko dat duoc ket qua gi cung buon. Ma sao minh di Tay lan dan the. Cai gi cung kho khan trac tro. Nhieu dua no cu veo mot cai la xong.
Sap thi AP nua chu. Hoc hanh chang ra dau vao dau ca. Neu lan nay ma ko duoc 5/5 coi nhu mat toi $82. Khong vao dai hoc nua la mat toi mot cai oto [ bay h cu phai tinh toan ra vat chat may ra moi so ma co gang len duoc. Nan?? ]
Anh De hua mua tang mot cai ipod 60GB. Them qua
nhung lao y trao giai va chi duoc nhan khi da vao duoc dai hoc.. huhu con co 2 thang nua la ve VN roi. Chua xong cai gi ca. May cai plan cua minh cho sot rac het!!!!! Monday, February 11, 2008
Dọn phòng
Hôm nay là ngày dọn phòng. Khiếp, cái phòng của mình từ hôm đi MN về chưa thèm cất valy gì cả, để chềnh ềnh giữa nhà. Phải dọn dẹp thôi ko có mấy lần ngã tím chân rồi. Tranh thủ lau mấy cái cửa kính. Bà Lu chẳng chịu lau hộ mình gì cả.Phew!! 2 tiếng dọn phòng cũng ko đến nỗi tồi. Bi h thì "không khí trong lành hẳn"
Lát nữa đi tập thể dục một tẹo. Sring break đúng là tệ hại. Mình chỉ có ăn với ngủ--> gained 3 lbs. Phải tập cho lấy lại form ko thì lại phải mua quần áo mất--> tốn kém quá! Dạo này mình chơi ping pong bắt đầu lên tay. Sướng thật! Chiu khó tập tẹo nữa có khi được vào tuyển (sao mình cứ tự khen mình thế không biết, chắc do lâu ko được ai khen cả!!!)
Yahoo!360 Sunday April 9, 2006 - 04:22pm (EDT)
Lát nữa đi tập thể dục một tẹo. Sring break đúng là tệ hại. Mình chỉ có ăn với ngủ--> gained 3 lbs. Phải tập cho lấy lại form ko thì lại phải mua quần áo mất--> tốn kém quá! Dạo này mình chơi ping pong bắt đầu lên tay. Sướng thật! Chiu khó tập tẹo nữa có khi được vào tuyển (sao mình cứ tự khen mình thế không biết, chắc do lâu ko được ai khen cả!!!)
Yahoo!360 Sunday April 9, 2006 - 04:22pm (EDT)
Entry for April 04, 2006
I am always a heart catcher... All types of hearts.... Is there anyway that I can change my life without being a different person?
Note: Posted on Yahoo!360 Tuesday April 4, 2006 - 11:28pm (EDT)
Men
What is " men"... I used "what is" on purpose... To me, men are something that I hate but I can't live without them... too bad... it's a tragedy of my life
Note: Posted on Yahoo!360 Sunday April 2, 2006 - 02:24pm
Note: Posted on Yahoo!360 Sunday April 2, 2006 - 02:24pm
Sunday, January 6, 2008
Vietnamese film to be screened in US cinemas
VietNamNet Bridge - Vietnamese film Cu va Chim Se Se (The Owl and the Sparrow), which has appeared in nearly 30 film festivals and won several prestigious awards, will hit US cinema screens in April.
The film tells the story of three people who meet by chance in a busy road in Ho Chi Minh City. They are a 10-year-old orphan child, a beautiful stewardess and a zookeeper.
Overseas Vietnamese director Stephen Gauger worked with the Chanh Phuong Film studio and wrote Cu va Chim Se Se to show during the upcoming Lunar New Year Festival.
The film is being released in five major US cities by the First Independent Company.
The film tells the story of three people who meet by chance in a busy road in Ho Chi Minh City. They are a 10-year-old orphan child, a beautiful stewardess and a zookeeper.
Overseas Vietnamese director Stephen Gauger worked with the Chanh Phuong Film studio and wrote Cu va Chim Se Se to show during the upcoming Lunar New Year Festival.
The film is being released in five major US cities by the First Independent Company.
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